So, summer is here again. I don’t know what’s going to happen, but that’s okay. I don’t want to know. I might go back to blogging here. However, I’ve become such a private person.

I like the rain and I like how it’s warm inside my room. It’s comforting to be inside, when you know you could be outside, soaked and freezing. It’s the same feeling with having God in my life and loving people around me. They’re like my protection in times of rain or shine. Surely, this doesn’t mean that I wouldn’t have any problem or experience troubles, but having them beside me will make it more bearable. They make me laugh. They give me a reason to smile. They help me get by. I’m glad that I have people that are willing to put up with me. Thank you for being willing to be willing.

Why are most people ‘depressed’ or ‘lonely?’ Because everyone is focusing on themselves. All they care about is the latest fashion and gadgets, and their appearance.Everything around is influencing our choices, our lives. We have the media constantly telling us that our true self is not good enough; however, if we buy products, we will become truly happy because we’ll fit in into the society that we’re already part of to begin with. Oh and another thing, people only care about themselves and being the best. I’m not saying that aiming for the best or being the best is a bad thing, but there are times that it can bring the worst out of you. When you’re only focused with yourself -your needs and wants, you start to neglect and forget the important people in your life -even if it’s not your intention to. ”The best things in life are not things.” Yes, the best things in life are things. The raindrops, the sunrise and sunset, the smile of a loved one, a good gesture -you get the idea. I hope you do. The little things, the ‘details in the fabric’ are the best things in life. The best things in life are not people, because people are not objects to play around with. Life is easy, but we just make it complicated. We know the answers -we just refuse to solve our problem, because, for some reason, being happy can be boring for other people. If you want to be happy, be happy. Don’t sit there feeling bad about yourself. Don’t be miserable. Don’t wait for your life to get better some day when it can be better right now. (Cross-posted@lj)

Anyways, I believe that it’s time for me to say that I’m still alive, because I haven’t posted anything in here for quite some time. Uhh, about 2 months. Just like my previous entries, I have been very busy with everything. I do go online and every day, but I don’t have the time to blog, at least in here. I usually post stuff on livejournal and tumblr. I’m also found on twitter and plurk, regularly updating. As you can see, I made a new layout. I was determined to make a new one… as this might be the last entry. I’ve been in RNO for almost two years. And I really thank ate Lai for hosting me for the past years. I don’t know what else to say, but at least I’ve updated

I know that I’ve been neglecting this blog site. I’m thinking of closing this down, and I’m gonna miss this. I need to back up my files and everything before hand. I will also make a goodbye entry -not to the internet, but only to this blog.

Do you ever run out of words to say to someone?